Time

Time… why don’t you wait for me?
You keep on running, leaving me behind…
Time… why do you laugh at me?
I’ve tried so hard to understand the point of life!

I can’t find the answers,
Every day is just the same,
I keep going round in circles,
Will it be this way until the end?

Nothing to hold on to,
Nothing to care about,
Maybe I’m blind, but I still miss too much…
My life isn’t worth a thing
I’m sick of this routine!
Little things drive me mad,
And as the years go by, I only feel regret…

Dreams… you’re overtaking me…
Why do I still deceive myself so hard?
Sometimes I’m consumed by fear,
And in the end it’s gonna make me fall apart!

Paralyzed by awareness
Of the things I cannot change,
But I’m tired of suppressing
All these feelings that are deep and strange!

Oh how can I make it clear?
I must never let it show,
‘Cause it’s too wrong and all I know
I’m gonna pay for this and get what I deserve…