I could
never believe this moment would come… so soon… But now I’m thirty. And still
waiting for nothing. Trying not to think about this anguish and pain that I
feel inside... That’s all I’ve got. I counted years till this moment! I thought
I still had so many days, so much time to go… I always was twenty-something…
Now… How can this be?! This terrible word… THIRTY!!! No, please God, no…
