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That’s a terrible feeling to know I’m gonna be alone forever… killing time in front of my computer, choking with my own uselessness and nothingness, longing for death when watching happy faces of the couples holding hands and kissing in the bus like we used to… I’m tired of waking up and falling asleep with thoughts of the one who considers me trash... I have to forget about those days forever… There’s no love, only fucking chemistry… And I knew I would have to pay for everything, so why do I wonder?!