This was the last day of summer. And maybe the last summer for me... Because I'm going insane, I'm losing my mind. This time for real. I don't know what to do. I cannot control it. And nobody will be there for me. No one will help. I try to cling onto life, but life doesn't need me. I'm sick. Like my brother was. I cannot escape from sharing his fate. I promised to survive, but now... I'm scared. I'm falling apart...