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Please don’t make me feel guilty,

I can’t bear it anymore!

Please don’t make me feel like

I’m doing everything wrong.

You are the one, who can show me the way,

The one, who can save me from this bitter pain.

My faith is fading day by day,

And I am slowly fading away…

I guess I never had a purpose,

But I’m just trying to survive.

Teach me to stop being worthless,

Show me how to love my life.

I failed to find a consolation,

So I tried to let go and pay no attention.

Poisoned by my own anger and jealousy,

Doomed to be lonely, sinking into obscurity,

Did I start reveling in my flaws and deficiencies,

And the fact that they keep on avoiding me?

Thank you for giving me hope and protecting me,

But wish I was relieved from the constant despondency!

I’m tired of all this clandestine insanity,

Drowning in pointless thoughts of infinity…

I know that I’m almost healed of my memories,

Whatever will be… well, just let it be!