The ghost of past

To contemplate your death is what I dream about,
It hurts inside so much, I want to scream and shout.
I don’t believe a single fucking word you say,
I never thought I’d fall just such a stupid prey!


Your betrayal, it can never be undone,
No matter what you do,
No matter what you try to prove.
The ghost of past, it haunts me, and I can’t overcome.
It’s like a stone deep in my heart that I can’t throw away,
And I wish I could forever get away,
From memories of you!


Your rottenness and lies, they just destroyed it all,
Leaving an empty space inside my frozen soul.
How could I cherish those illusions, what a shame!
And in the end, I am the only one to blame.