No, this is not a dream... 
And soon we'll all be dead. 
I try hard not to scream, 
This pain's too strong to stand. 

There are so many thoughts, 
But nothing I can say... 
It's vain - and all is lost, 
I feel it's way too late. 

I wish that I could find 
At least one thing in life 
That would just make me fight, 
But only void is left in sight.

(09/02/19)